GAH!!

When I walked in this morning I noticed a new pile of books on the workroom table waiting to be processed.  And what was on the top of the pile?

THE NEW CHRIS CRUTCHER BOOK!

I think that it might even be my own personal copy, not the library copy.  I need it, I need it, I need it.  What if I get hit by a bus before I read it?  GAH!!